changing of seasons, changing of my own person.

i have never felt so down.. my entire time that i've been here.
everything goes downhill from here.
i'm glad that i have my work to concentrate on.
but still,
i have no motivation for my assignment.
i have no motivation for livinggggggggggggggggggggggg!!
... haha. no. i was just kidding on that last part.

well, i just got home from my work orientation.
i got my work roster for nxt week.
i think that the person in charge of the rosters kind of didnt understand how to read my availability on my resume.
cos i definitely said i was available AFTER 12pm on mondays
but it turns out my work roster had me from 9am to 3pm on mondays.
this was later swapped wif one of the new guys called wesley.
she also put me on 12pm to 5pm on thursdays...
i specifically said i was available AFTER 5pm on thursdays on my resume!
but that wasnt changed
cos it's a good thing i dont have classes anymore
the monday had to be changed... i thought i'd come in about an hour or two later.
cos i had to submit an assignment
but instead she just had me go to a whole another day
sigh
it's all good though. i work 15.5hrs next week.
im hoping to work full 20 hrs soon.

<3 suryani

someone, spike my drink. PLS!

i actually forgot that i had this blogspot account.
so.. yes.
i will now update.

latest news:
1. i've gotten a job working at nando's.
i start next week.

2. i've got a final assignment due. i have one week left to finish it up.
... and start it.

3. i am on the brink of losing my mind.
because i feel as though someone majorly important in my life is taking me for granted.

so.. let's summarize my mood shall we?

1. happy. excited. ecstatic. can't wait to start work. also nervous. first time job.

2. cuak gile!!! nervous. haven't started. can't wait to finish it up. cos it's the end.

3. upset. frustrated. mad. angry. sad. a little heartbroken. wondering why people just can't care more. and wondering just how important i am to this person.

alright then.
let's finish up with a photo.

we all know my beautiful, comel niece.
oh. speaking of which, my sister (her mother) won't update me with pictures of her or news of her.
for how many WEEKS now?
oh... i think i can say a month. probably been more than a month.
but who the hell cares. when she can just call me when she needs me.
preferably at the end of the year, when she knows i'm on holiday and she needs me to go to ireland and take care of qys and the new baby.
yes. nobody ever has the time for me anymore.
even my family.
that's how bad things have become :)

toodles.

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