time to burst again.

ya know what,
i have no respect for those who change their thoughts, their mind, their actions... all based on what their partner says and thinks.
and i HATE people who seem to change the way they dress, speak, and act to somehow be on the same level as their partner.

i'm sorry, but if you're holding back on what you should say, on what you should do..
just because you're afraid your partner won't love you anymore,
then that's your partners loss!

this shouldn't at all affect ANY of your friends.
like me.
i hate being that outside person...
i hate having it all dumped on me and i'm the one in the end who gets all touchy and sensitive.

i'm a person who remembers little random details.
so i remember something a friend promised me and was so excited about a long time ago.
but eventually that faded away because his girlfriend said otherwise.

thanks, friend, for backing me up.

urghh!~ this is sooo not good for a sick ol' me :(

<3 suryani

hardest but wisest thing to do.

i hope you are happier without me.
i hope you don't feel pressured anymore.
i hope you life is free without me.
i hope you get everything you want without me.
i hope you never think about me again.

but most of all, i just hope you don't let me know when you've moved on.
because what hurts me most is to know that you are loving someone other than me.

<3 suryani

happiness is like peeing in your pants

done with assignments!
done with 4th year Masters of Architecture!
wo0t wo0t!!!

now, can't wait to just work work work!
can't wait for Cairns!
can't wait to inspect the new place, hopefully it'll turn out beautifully,
and can't wait to move in and get out of this hell hole!

daddy's money is on the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy for deposit for the new place~ yay-ness!~
soon, I hope!

<3 suryani