insensitivity

just when i wanted to make up my mind about something,
you go and make a move that definitely makes me think again,
or actually help me go the other way.

<3 suryani

hearts.

if you have something to hide,
then only do you know this cannot go on.

sucks to find this out 5 minutes into Valentine's Day.

<3 suryani

tell me who's that girl

i might be done with blogging soon.
i think Tumblr is the way to go.
no one knows it's me except for a few people,
but everyone knows how i feel.

how does it feel for someone to appreciate what you've been doing to keep the distance feel shorter? <3 suryani

cry a little

it looks so nice and happy to be in love...
to have someone care about you so much.. they understand.

makes me a little sad and depressed... -___-"

<3 suryani

walk away

people move on.
they moved on.
he moved on.
and so should i.

<3 suryani

life's a rollercoaster

I tell myself to not ask questions that I don't have the right to know answers to.
It's hard to.. but I just have to.

I get nauseous.
I feel really depressed.

<3 suryani

realization

i catch myself spacing out a lot recently.
thinking of what was, what might've.. what could've been.

i really thought this was it.
but silly me for thinking i was worth it.

valentine's day is coming soon. i hope i don't realize the day it does, cos i just do not want to feel more lonely that i already am.

<3 suryani