this random thought came to me...
that i'm turning 22 soon.
and i'm spending it in Penang.. with 24 other people from my course.
... and 2 lecturers.
sketching, filming, and interviewing.
work, work, work.
i never got that "really awesome" gift when i turned 21...
didnt have people to celebrate with either.
sedih kan... missing that special feeling.
still waiting for that "awesome" gift ... soon lah!
dah tua2 nnt sape nak kasi gift2 dah...
the most i get from my family is a card from my eldest sister and bday wishes through sms from the rest.
not that i don't appreciate all the presents i got from a couple of my friends and the cards from some.
but i guess my family was never much of a bday-celebration family.
i used to envy some of my friends who get all the love they needed to know they had on their bday.
dari jauh pulak tu...
walala!
okay enough of that bullcrap.
sorry la ter-emotional lak.
nothing's going great with me nowadays.
work is so hard to find, and money is something i desperately need.
this financial problem is limiting me to things i want to do!
not shopping lah! but road trips and hanging out with my friends!
hope this will be solved soon!~
final submissions are still in progress.
i cant wait for the week before i leave for penang... where i can just sleep all day and all night with no worries and never have to think about any problems.
oo.. and i just checked my points for my malaysia airlines enrich card.
and i thinkkkkkk i have enough to redeem a free return ticket for the end of the year to malaysia.
so i'll be booking that sooner than expected.
and i'll be free to use my visitation rights to my mom to go to south africa for raya!~
which will be discussed with my dad soon.
my chest pains are becoming worse.
kdg2 takot gak kalau xleh nafas... but as i hold it out... it becomes okay kot.
well, thats all for now. i just wanted to post some thoughts :)
i should go do my assignment now :)
oh. one more thing. i've wanted to post this a while now.. hehehe.
they're quotes from LAILA
interpret from them what u want :D
"i tak suke la ais2 ni... susah nak sedut bola dia..."
"jangan jadi donatttt... jadi bola xpe" - with a smile on her face..
"riding is good for your health" - with a mischievous smile on her face? hahaha!
ohhhh.. btw.. this is one of the kain designs i wanted to purchase last year! they have a new stock! GASP!!!
<3 suryani
