what?!

alright. i'm continuing this from my previous entry.
no biggie, but my previous entry was just me blabbering on about my complaints on work stuff.
it has nothing to do with what i'm gonna talk about now.

while i was working,
this middle-aged... well, more closer to end of middle-aged la..haha!
he paid using maybank card.
so i knew right away that he was malaysian.
and he asked me if i was malaysian,
so i said yes.
then...terus die complain about malaysia!!!?!!? he was rambling about how malaysia is such a racist country...
about how there's this saying (a malaysian phrase that's often said, but i don't know exactly what it was)...

okay.
some of you know how bad my malay language is...
but as long as u can understand me, right?

well, this phrase meant that the dominant race in malaysia are the malays.
or at least, that's what he told me it meant.
he said that's why he left malaysia 2 years ago and moved here.
as he says... he enjoys spending his money here in Adelaide.
okay. where you spend ur money doesn't matter...or at least, i don't think so.

as i was taking some plates to the kitchen,
he stopped me and asked if i was student or if i was working.
i said i was a student.
then he asked me if i was sponsored by mara.
i said private laaaa.
i didn't mention that i was under jpa loan.
then he started rambling on again...
this time... about how if i was a mara student, he would be the one paying for my scholarship.
he went on about how he has a company in malaysia...
and he's still making lots of money from that...
and also paying taxes or something to do with taxes la.
kept on repeating the fact that he was paying for the mara students.
then he went on saying how the students (not sure if he was talking about mara or just all msian students overseas in general) aren't even that great.
how they can't make it on their own.
most of them are sponsored, but they can barely pass...
i'm not entirely sure on the whole thing...
tapi as long as boleh lulus and dpt keje yg stabil in the future... xpe la kan?
whatever la. i didn't want to layanthis man. so i just left for the kitchen.

then he came to order something else.
sempat lagi die nak complain psl bende len!!
this time about politics.
and a little bit about the students.
SUMPAH X TANYA OKAY!!! but he's my customer.
terpaksa layan.
and about the politics and the student stuff... i really don't know anything about it.
i told him i had no comment.
then he raised his voice like he in a debate.
i'm sorry. didn't know i signed up for one when i served him.
he said i had to comment.
it's MY people.
what the fishhhhh?
i told him la, i've only been in malaysia for 6 yrs of my entire life.
i really have no place to comment.
as if in.. i literally DON'T KNOW about this stuff okay?
tapi pakcik ni tak puas hati...
hape2 la wey. i gotta serve other customers behind you.
so he just went back to his table.

haish.
so complicated one arrr.
didn't know there were people like this.
i may not have lived in msia for long to be able to comment,
but i'll tell u guys what i don't like.
i don't like when people start talking bad about my country.
sure. everyone's got a right to their own opinion.
but please keep it to yourself or to your own kind.
don't say it to someone who is the "kind" that you are complaining about.

<3 suryani

build me up... with anger.

another day that makes me hate people more.

i just got back from work.
excuse me for using aku/kau for the next couple paragraphs.
but i feel that it shows my anger more.
aku keje ngn si budak pompuan bengong ni lagi.
awal2 nampak ok lagi.
dak laki yg kecik tu x dtg sbb die kate die xtau die keje arini.
so kwn laki aku lg sorang ni replace die.
dak ni smp kol 10 je. ptt die buat pre-close je.
tp tgk2 die tolong bersihkn tmpt masak tu.
which is the part that everyone doing back close really dreads about.
so kire dak pompuan tu nye keje dh kurang sket la utk closing.
10mins to closing ada ramai gile org dtg order.
budak pompuan ngok ngek tu sendiri ckp kt aku xleh eat in dah.
aku amek la order dua org ni.
then aku terpakse tlg masak kejap...
budak pompuan senget tu plak amek order.
die x bgtau satu group ni... yg xleh mkn situ dh. kene take away.
kire keje aku lg byk aR!
dorang ramai2 dok kt meja tu.
bersepah mkn.
aku lambat angkat kusi, lambat lap meja, lambat tutup!
aku tanye la pompuan sial tu! apsal dia gi kasik dorang mkn sinI!
dgn english die yg aku x pham tu ade la jwpan die something like this:
i don't know. i alkejoiJeoijalkjlei3j3i....
FISH FISH FISH FISH!
so aku tgh buat closing aku. bleh x die pegi mintak aku amek pinggan2 utk die supaya die bleh siap basuh2 pinggan?
..... -_-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aku buat dek je la.
last2 aku bwk pegi utk die...
die dh matikn dishwasher n die dah tanggalkn smue tools utk dishwasher tu.
aku kate la ade dishes lagi.
die gi kate..."i already said to bring it all in." dgn muke cam vavik die tu.
aku dgn selamber nye blah je cmtu x kasik die habeskn sentence die.
aku biar je pinggan2 koto tu.
seb bek aku siap gak keje2 tu. xde la lambat sgt.

so this contributes to my ever-rising bad mood.
ade jugak terase ngn tensen ngn stgh org kt adelaide ni.
agak nye mmg xleh rapat kot ngn sesape kt sini.
so from now on i guess i'll just do it my own way.
tensen gak ngn esainmen due monday ni.
tetibe je program tu xnak bukak.
smlm okay je....
grrrrr!!!

so yes. i have one more thing to complain about, but i will continue next time.
i think i'll try to start my assignment.

<3 suryani