trying to find my way back home.

say enough praises for that person,
and see it eventually all go to their head.

i don't know why... maybe cos i've been moody lately...
i've been seeing sides of people that i just don't seem to want to accept.
personality-wise that is, not physically. lol.
almost everyone seems to get on my nerves lately...
and it sucks.
cos i don't want to feel this way.
but my mind can't seem to stop wandering around and it's just running wild.

i'm happy to have other things to keep my mind busy...
so some of the time... i'm actually laughing it off.
i know it kind of seems foolish of me to try and forget all of my problems merely by keeping myself busy with other activities.
because in the end, i know the problem will still be there.
just building up.

i can't believe i'm at this state of mind.
i never thought i'd be able to think this way.
but here i am, proving otherwise.
is it selfish of me?
i seem to think not.
but at the same time, i might be...
but shouldn't it be time that i think about myself for once?
so i don't get fooled again?

but it was you who made me into this person.

anyway, i've been feeling more tired this week than ever before...
i'm not sure why.
i've got to go to Uni to meet up with group members.. hopefully i get this assignment over and done with so that i can enjoy the rest of my holidays!

<3 suryani

moments come and go.

this is definitely the remedy.

hello beautiful holidays :)
yea, i know it's already the middle of the vacation...
but i just came back from a trip that made me feel like i was actually on my holidays!
worry free, laughter, fun, everything just full of glee!
did i just use the word glee...???!
well, it was something i needed at the time.
something to make me smile again.

anyway,
to update pictures of jason mraz.
here's a few.
i'll get some more from laila's camera... but they basically look like this.


the stage when we first got in :)


of us who went :)


i brought my twizzlers that i bought at the candy store!!! im sooo addicted to these and obsessed with that candy store. i praise whoever thought of starting that store up.


*melt*


this is one of my fave pics!!!





he KNEW he was being cute with this!

yea, don't u feel like he just takes ur worries away and everything in the world becomes perfect for a moment????
cairrrrrr okayyyyyyyy...
his voice, his jokes, his outfit, his body, his simplicity.
gahhhhhh!!! so soooooo perfect...
ye la.. nobody is perfect but you know what i mean!
oh, and sorry for the "kerokeropi" mark ruining the quality of the photos.
i'm just taking precautions.
just that these pictures are hard to come by... it's the kind that i dont want people to be stealing and claiming as their own.

i'll post some pictures of the trip to Moonta up at the end of this entry.
but for now, i'll just tell you of what we did there from day 1 :)

Day 1 Saturday 18 April 2009
we drove in 2 cars including Kerokeropi :) 7 people in one car and 5 in the other. for one night of camping, there sure were a lot of things that everyone brought. but it's not like they were useless. we used everything! :)
we stopped at Port Wakefield for a rest then moved on for Moonta.
when we arrived, the view was just beautiful!
we seriously couldn't wait to get into the water!
when you see the pictures you'll understand!
we went crabbing and squidding later that night after everyone's shower.
crabbing went more successful than ever, even though we only caught 4 crabs!
and squidding... well, let's just say it felt like we were just chasing a fish around instead of waiting for the squid to come to us.
then we had dinner, very scrumptous! thanks to the people who cooked it.

Day 2 Sunday 19 April 2009
we woke up the earliest of everyone in that camping site.
i seriously think that the others in the camp site were just like.. "meddling kids!"
we were the last to sleep.. and first to wake up.. both with a lot of noise!
kene sound la sket.. tapi takpe...
the tide was soooooooo low it actually went back to the area that we swam!
i decided not to join the others at the beach.. everyone woke up and went straight to the beach to see the view.
laila and i were the first ones to take our showers and then we went down to the shore.
those creepy little jelly insects were more scary than they let you see!
then we drove off to Wallaroo... to have lunch and take a few pictures at the bay.
then headed to St. Kilda to have some fun...
and headed home where i slept most during the drive.
sorry to everyone if i wasn't much help...

















kanak2 riang.

p.s. it's times like this that i really appreciate having friends like these people in the pictures. even though, it wasn't the main aim of the whole trip... i'd like to think that it was for me cos it really helped with everything in my head. they made me smile and laugh even when if it contradicts my reality.

thanks u guys~
and thanks laila for deciding to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you didn't regret it. i'm sure u had fun too :)

<3 suryani