damp pillows.

so many things that i haven't said to you,
but that's because i know it will hurt you.
but i handle the situation with care.

i don't understand why you just can't stop.
it's like you don't remember what we had, and i had gone through.

it hurts.
but i don't want to cry anymore.
enough of you hurting me.
all i can pray for now is your happiness with them.
and hope i find something better.

<3 suryani

red light.

when will it be that guys would be able to understand women???
i'm not saying we're easy to understand.
yes, women are complicated.
but have you men not watched a single chick flick?
or even a romance movie? ... or any movie with some sort of LOVE in it??

the least you could do is to learn from the movies.
and that's already so sappy anyway, it's more than enough.

i honestly think that i am not only thinking about myself,
i understand why some certain person might think so,
but they have it the wrong way!
i am a person, a woman, FULL of negative thoughts.
yes, that's bad for whom ever that gets me.
but doesn't mean that you have to make it all the more worse by helping me further expand my negative thoughts!
yes, from there, you're going to say that i'm only thinking about me,
but, what the hell!
i am NOT thinking about me, that's for both of us!

ARGHHH!
is there anyonee.. ANYONE at all that understands what i'm rambling about right now!
*pulls hair*

<3 suryani